Thinking of your love

Things with Anna fizzled out as expected. Expected because it was unrealistic to expect a long-term future with someone married.
My good news is that I seem to be handling certain little things that last year would have destroyed me.
Things like people leaving etc which would have paralysed me last term have not had the same effect upon me. I’m a lot happier because of it.
And generally I am quite happy.
I will be applying for university next year. I will be 22 and I think capable of achieving success there. The only problem is this next year.
It will be a bitch. Things will be very quiet socially and I’m not sure how to fill the time.
Football manager perhaps? Maybe.
This summer is quite a daunting prospect too. It is at that kind of time that I wish I had friends…but never mind.
There is no point wailing about something that is not going to fall into my lap. The realistic view is that I will make friends at university…until then it is all about enjoying the time I have in whatever way possible.
And ya know that’s a pretty good position to be in. I’m not tied down with debt or bad relationships…I can just simply…live.