Amazes me the will of instinct

The song “If you’re not the one” by Daniel Bedingfield contains a few lines which really sum up how I feel about Sally.
“I hope you are the one I share my life with”
“If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?”
“And I wish that you could be the one I die withAnd I praying you’re the one I build my home with”
“Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath awayAnd I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or rightAnd though I can’t be with you tonightAnd know my heart is by your side”
After that long rant yesterday about the ifs and buts of my friendship with Sally, today fate would again throw another card into the pile (what???)
I leave work at 12:30, and as I’m packing up Sally walks over and starts chatting. She says she is having lunch at 1:00 and we can have it together. Hmmmm, ok but what about Yoko? You always have it with Yoko? Apparently that didn’t matter today. Since I was finishing work I said I would run up to MacDonald’s and grab us both something, and pay for it, and bring it back down to work. So I set off and grab the meals and as I’m holding 2 cokes in one hand and fries and burgers in the other I can’t help but think “You mug”. So I go back down to work and wait ages for her to come outside and start eating. She tells me not to rush so she can have someone to eat with, and she even offers to pay her share. So we talk and eat for about 20 minutes, all the while I’m trying to make a good impression of myself and all the time I’m aware I just feel something about this girl. When I meet people, sure I’m interested to know about them, but with Sally I just want to know more and more, and I can remember little things she has told me 6 months before, things she can’t even remember. Another girl at work, Liz…we could go out at the click of my fingers, if I asked her she would say yes. I’m not being arrogant, its just I could guarantee she would go for it. I wouldn’t ask her though, I’m not attracted to her at all…maybe this is how Sally feels about me?
I received a letter which called me a V.I.P…hehe, if they only knew me! It’s that poetry thing, they want me to submit a few lines of biography for the book they are publishing. That’s something to look forward to.
My mum is reading a book about Angels. Apparently we all have angels and they are ready to help us, we only need to ask. I know what I’m asking for…
Yes that’s right….a 42inch plasma screen with cine sound! Get in.