Tuesday, August 03, 2004

Each time the wind blows

My Team manager Adam has quit. He has personal problems and is suffering with depression. It’s a shame because he was a decent bloke, and he bailed me out a couple of weeks ago when a lot of others may have sacked me. I’m not sure who will replace him, I just hope whoever does get the job, they can follow in Adam’s footsteps.
Thank God for Helen. She is one of those people in life you can say anything to and they will just laugh. We sit next to each other at work when we have the chance and it makes my shift so much easier. It’s nice to talk to someone and not have to fill in the conversation with small talk. We just talk openly with each other, we don’t judge and we just have a good laugh. If she wasn’t 25, with two kids and a husband, I would defiantly try and take our relationship further…and I would be brave enough because we are so open!
I just wish I had that relationship with Sally, or someone else who is eligible, because it is a rare thing to meet someone like that. With Sally, we get on but there isn’t that connection when we talk, there is no sense of free-flowing open-mindedness.
Maybe I’m looking to get too much out of a relationship, maybe my vision of a partner doesn’t exist, but I can’t help feeling this way when I talk to Helen and see how free we are with each other compared to the tongue biting conversations with Sally. I don’t want to be in a relationship with someone holding 50% of me back.
Lol, so why am I attracted to Sally?
Answers on a postcard.
Maybe I’m just intrigued by her, maybe I just fancy the way she looks, but whatever it is Sally, I just can’t stop loving you

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