I appreciate you’re concern
I had a 2 hour shift at work. It was to help out Shaun who had to go to a leaving party but work wouldn’t give him the time off.
I am a paranoid person. A part of me has a lurking suspicion that most of the people at work dislike me.
Music isn’t lifting me anymore no songs inspire me into a fit of positivity like they used to. What has happened to Mj’s music? It doesn’t hit me like it used to, it doesn’t raise my game anymore. I’m gonna put on a few Rocky songs, that should do the trick.
I wrote my first essay for college. Easy peasy, loved every minute.
Sally is leaving work in a year after she has finished Uni. She has now cut her days down to just 3. That means I have to put up with Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday without her. Something I will not fucking stand. Sally is the only person I feel enthusiastic for (except parents, but that’s different) friends have become merely acquaintances, people in my life who only exist to make me laugh/ play football with.
Not Sally though.
Would it upset the world if we could go out? Would night never become day again? Would the tides never wash out again? Would the moon explode? What cosmic force denies us this? Or maybe she just doesn’t look at me like that. Yup, I can definitely say that is what it is…she doesn’t think of me in that way. I was not fortunate enough to be granted this blessing. It’s like trying to be king without being royalty.
I want a nice dream tonight. Not a dream about money or sex, not a dream about flying or sheep. But a dream about this life, except me and Sally are a couple. I want this dream to last for hours. We could hang out on clouds, lay in the grass, drink until only we exist.
If I think hard enough, I can picture her face smiling. Why does this face stand out above all others? Its not the smile itself, but what the smile represents.
Bah, religion though. Even if all other barriers were suddenly made null/void, this would still scupper proceedings. Religion? What is religion? Just another nail in the coffin to me.
Star wars trilogy is out on DVD btw
I am a paranoid person. A part of me has a lurking suspicion that most of the people at work dislike me.
Music isn’t lifting me anymore no songs inspire me into a fit of positivity like they used to. What has happened to Mj’s music? It doesn’t hit me like it used to, it doesn’t raise my game anymore. I’m gonna put on a few Rocky songs, that should do the trick.
I wrote my first essay for college. Easy peasy, loved every minute.
Sally is leaving work in a year after she has finished Uni. She has now cut her days down to just 3. That means I have to put up with Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday without her. Something I will not fucking stand. Sally is the only person I feel enthusiastic for (except parents, but that’s different) friends have become merely acquaintances, people in my life who only exist to make me laugh/ play football with.
Not Sally though.
Would it upset the world if we could go out? Would night never become day again? Would the tides never wash out again? Would the moon explode? What cosmic force denies us this? Or maybe she just doesn’t look at me like that. Yup, I can definitely say that is what it is…she doesn’t think of me in that way. I was not fortunate enough to be granted this blessing. It’s like trying to be king without being royalty.
I want a nice dream tonight. Not a dream about money or sex, not a dream about flying or sheep. But a dream about this life, except me and Sally are a couple. I want this dream to last for hours. We could hang out on clouds, lay in the grass, drink until only we exist.
If I think hard enough, I can picture her face smiling. Why does this face stand out above all others? Its not the smile itself, but what the smile represents.
Bah, religion though. Even if all other barriers were suddenly made null/void, this would still scupper proceedings. Religion? What is religion? Just another nail in the coffin to me.
Star wars trilogy is out on DVD btw
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