Roll with it

I’m confused as to where I stand with Sally now. I don’t even think we are friends and her attitude the last couple of days has been very standoffish. Usually at work our e-mails and conversations are at the very least…interesting. When we all went out for Sam’s leaving doo the other night, I got a little bit tipsy…not drunk, just happy. Apparently I was the “life of the party” for a couple of hours at least, of what I can remember, it was just me talking a lot. So the next day everyone is banging on about it and Sally almost congratulates me on being a laugh when we went out. At this point I’m thinking “well that didn’t do me any harm at all”, but as the day progressed our conversation just simmered out, she didn’t ask me anything and made it impossible for e-mails or live talk to continue. And today things got worse, she didn’t even bother e-mailing me. I sent her a message and all I got back was “Hi”….convo dead. Maybe she’s having a rough couple of days?
Its amazing, on that night out I felt connected with her, but just 48 hours later I feel like I’m a million miles away. I maintained my point of view of just wanting to be friends, but we don’t even seem to be that. My fear is that I have become a figure of fun rather than a fun figure, maybe I’ve lost her respect and therefore interest. Maybe Alex tipsy is a better specimen than Alex sober.

Let me write this up for you.

Alex sober:
Intense, moody, self conscious, shy, quiet, dullish, reliable, respectful, sensitive

Alex tipsy:
Charming, funny, confident, loud, aggressive, not so reliable, uninhibited and FUN

Well there you have it, says it all really. No more need for analysis, maybe I should get tipsy morning, noon and night, maybe then I will have a report with people.
Ah well, you never can tell.