Illusion

Yesterday I may have given the impression of a man saved from the depths of his mental hell. Today is a new day however.
It was a backwards day. So far it had been a dodgy week with people. Today though, people were talking with me who had previously through the week ignored me.
It came at a price though. It was a bad sign that Nina didn’t e-mail when she got in at work.
OK OK, so I just e-mail her right?
Right.
As the day progressed it became obvious she thought Sundays actions were a mistake. At one point she even claimed she was “looking after me”….yea if that’s what you want to call it!
Then those dreaded words appeared across my screen “You didn’t tell anyone did you!?”
Yea I did. I told your fucking boyfriend who got his dick sucked by your supposed best mate. I thought he’d shown such good character towards you that I would reward him with honesty. Well, I didn’t tell him ‘cos I don’t even know the dude.
I don’t feel down…I don’t feel negative and I don’t feel sad. I feel justified and maybe I should have known better.
On a lighter note. Mark was pictured holding a real FA cup at his local ASDA….awww I want my picture with the FA cup. I told Mark to keep the picture under close scrutiny as I may attempt a cut and paste job if not supervised. Although it would look obviously fake….not because of a shoddy editing job, but for the fact I would be in my leeds top…now when is anyone associated with Leeds ever gonna get their hands on an FA cup???
Mark is such a good guy. One of those people you can look at and say “this guy has never and will never be a nob head”.
Note: If Nina were to show me affection tomorrow then I will retract 90% of this entry.
Fingers crossed.