Rough edge
It’s amazing how this week has worked out. It started with such promise and it was like a breath of fresh air.
Then one conversation changes the whole outlook.
Was I foolish to think that me and Nina would actually get together? Perhaps I was foolish. But a person in my situation is gullible.
I feel like someone’s attached a £5.00 note on the end of a string and every time I reach out it’s pulled away from me.
Tomorrow is Saturday night and my stomach has an intense sickly feeling every time I think about it. With no-one to call or nowhere to go, I anticipate an evening of pap.
It will be my birthday in exactly 7 days.
I’ll be starting a new decade and it was close to being a new life, at least for a little while.
Then one conversation changes the whole outlook.
Was I foolish to think that me and Nina would actually get together? Perhaps I was foolish. But a person in my situation is gullible.
I feel like someone’s attached a £5.00 note on the end of a string and every time I reach out it’s pulled away from me.
Tomorrow is Saturday night and my stomach has an intense sickly feeling every time I think about it. With no-one to call or nowhere to go, I anticipate an evening of pap.
It will be my birthday in exactly 7 days.
I’ll be starting a new decade and it was close to being a new life, at least for a little while.

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