Can we show our faces now?
Talking with Nina today I realised what we were about.
There is far too much bite between us. Some may call it passion but I need a break. I can’t have my defences on all the time.
We are sarcastic to each other, we make fun of each other and we flirt….we are never nice to each other. I’d like to be able to say hi to her and just have a friendly chat without having to be ‘on’.
When I think back now I can’t think of a single time when we have just been friendly to each other. She tells me about the animosity she has in her life and I can’t but think that she has to be ‘on’ 24/7. She goes home and she fights with her flatmates, she goes out and fights with her b/f and then she comes to work and has to deal with the hassle and stress that brings.
Football was much better last night. I could actually control the ball which was a huge relief. We were 2-0 behind and somehow managed to scrape a 2-2 draw right at the death.
There is far too much bite between us. Some may call it passion but I need a break. I can’t have my defences on all the time.
We are sarcastic to each other, we make fun of each other and we flirt….we are never nice to each other. I’d like to be able to say hi to her and just have a friendly chat without having to be ‘on’.
When I think back now I can’t think of a single time when we have just been friendly to each other. She tells me about the animosity she has in her life and I can’t but think that she has to be ‘on’ 24/7. She goes home and she fights with her flatmates, she goes out and fights with her b/f and then she comes to work and has to deal with the hassle and stress that brings.
Football was much better last night. I could actually control the ball which was a huge relief. We were 2-0 behind and somehow managed to scrape a 2-2 draw right at the death.

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