I know i'll never lose affection

After every Friday lesson at college I always feel like this.
Ya know what I want to do more than anything tonight?
Just go to the pub with a couple of mates. But there’s no one available to do that with. And it gets to me on Fridays because that’s the time I feel I really want to.
I just want to get merry and have a few laughs. But there is no-one.
My 18 year old mate is off with his mates tonight….to the pub. He has people calling him on his phone throughout the day to find out what he’s doing whereas I’m lucky if I get a text message other than fucking vodafone.
I just wanna have pals to go out with. And usually I’m ok up until Friday/Saturday and then I get that sinking feeling.
Ya know I don’t feel depressed about it, it just hurts a little.
But heck, we all have things that hurt a little right?