Dads acting like an arsehole

At the worst possible time.
My Gran died last night, devastating to us all. I’ll write in a future blog about her impact upon me. But now I am impassioned to write about dads attitude now. As soon as we got back from the hospital last night he flicked on predator, but the way he did it was so unemotional. He has been short with my mum ever since, one word answers, disagreeing with everything she says, not looking at her when he talks.
What is his fucking problem? I am so disappointed by my dads attitude, I thought he would be the last person to react like this. He’s mad I think, that he has had to take time off work. But what is the deal with that? who gives a fuck about work at this time.
Part of me questions wether dad cared for gran at all. And after the way gran treated him i.e like her own son, I’m surprised and hurt by dad reaction.
But then I look at his whole family, they are all cold individuals, thinking only of number 1. Last night when I cried at my grans side, I was relieved to know I wasn’t like them. I really felt the pain. Unlike dad apparently.
I’m disappointed at his character, my mum expected more support at least. He doesn’t have to be sobbing or moping about, but we want him to be sensitive and understanding. At the moment he is neither.