Saturday, September 25, 2004

Don’t be fooled

Being single is just as bad as ever.
Let me tell you about my last “relationship”. We barely went out a month, and by the end we didn’t like each other very much. That was a long time ago now.
Being single is a reality I am so used to that it has become an issue. Its like a spot that starts out innocently, but gradually builds up over time until it becomes the only thing you see when you look in the mirror.
I wonder what being in love feels like? A friend told me its devastating if a relationship ends after having been in love. I told him he was lucky to have experienced it.
I decided not to go out tonight, I’ve seen all the pubs, clubs and other social spots time and time again. Mass amounts of sheep stumble about getting drunk and falling over. I feel removed from this by choice, at first I wanted to be part of the clan, but now it doesn’t matter.
As I said last night, friends are becoming less necessary. I need a girlfriend.
I love writing. I can be completely free in what I say.
I’m watching a programme on channel 5 teaching us how to pull opposite members of the sex. When were all these techniques developed? And how complicated will it be in a 100 years? We are constantly told how we should change our approach and then we will have success but I just can’t take it all in. Body language is huge apparently, see its all about signals. Actually finding out about the other person seems to be a lost art.
And what if everyone mastered these techniques, we would all be robots in night clubs….everything the same, no individuality.
But I’m rambling now, maybe just hypnotism is the answer? Listen to a few tapes, go to sleep and wake up a new man. A lean, mean, pulling machine!
Shush, their teaching you how to flirt in the office.
“that coy look across the office could be the start of something”
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