This is insainia

I’ve really had a great flurry of ideas for some short stories recently. I don’t quite know how to explain the sudden increase in ideas, but rather than ponder, I’ve been trying to execute. Writing is such a wonderful expression, especially for someone like myself who doesn’t find it that easy to reveal himself in person. I wish I had taken more care with this blog and wrote out some better posts, but I just tried to make it as emotionally real as possible….hiding nothing.
As for an update of my life…work was pretty crappy today, the middle of the week is always a battle. A woman at work has become very clingy, she is 26 years old and everyday she e-mails me about her “crush”. I know who her crush is and she has no chance, mainly because this guy is a scumbag. Today though she asked me to keep sending her mails to make her laugh, I immaturely choose to ignore her e-mails, maybe she is feeling really down now??? I feel guilty because if it had been a girl I was attracted to I would have e-mailed her until my computer blew up. I hide my shallowness very well in real life, that’s why these girls I’m not interested in always get the wrong idea.
I don’t know, what is a lad to do?