Old habits die hard

Yup I’m on the run again. Liam called tonight, and I told mum to tell him I was still at work. I built a lot of strong bonds through my life, but I’ve just ignored them for the last 3 years. I’m scared of things I’m not in control of, I hate social situations, I feel as though a big target is on my head “Aim here!”. I don’t know what that is, confidence has always been void with me.
English language is going pretty well, no complaints.
Sally ignored me tonight…..nice