Blow my buzz

What’s interesting is to see how similar the majority of people are. Especially days like these. All united. I’ve got 3 weeks holidays yet to take, thank god.
Some people have a moral backbone. They always manage to pull through and make the honest and good decision. With some people it is more obvious than others.
I look back through this blog and try to asses what vibe I pick up from this person. It’s hard to be impartial as I wrote it. Some entries are difficult to read, they remind of a terrible situation and suddenly, only briefly, I feel the same emotion as I did then. My crush on Sally has dragged on, her personality used to frustrate me sometimes but underneath that there was a deep attraction to it. Since her birthday however, she has tried to become more mature…which throws me right out of the picture. I am a immature person…sorry that’s just how I am. So the newfound maturity she has discovered has kind of destroyed any link our personalities had . Shame really, there’s still a candle inside me burning away for her, a hollow hope that maybe one day it would actually be different.
I’m always picturing the perfect events though. Going to see Michael Jackson at Wembley in his prime. I would fucking love that.
It has been a bad week.