My big fat life

We got to leave work a couple of hours early today. I didn’t even care. They could have told me to stay until 10:00 and I would have. What have I come home for?
Seems everyone is doing something fun tonight. I don’t know what to do really, I can only be as I am, but people just don’t respond to that.
The people who are actually liked at work are people with certain characteristics. Usually the confident types.
The new guy James, he’s going out with Sally now. Yup, they are a couple. Something I’ve wanted to happen for months and he strolls in and within 2 weeks has accomplished that feat. But ya know, he is confident and good looking and a bit of a bad boy. I’m absolutely nothing …a nothing.
I feel like screaming

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My life is so shit