Take everything

A poor week ends with an ok night out.
I have been torn to shreds by people this week. My fashion sense has taken an absolute battering.
It upsets me that the potential of life is in danger of never been reached. As I have said over and over again….a career, the type of car you have, the house you live in can all be determined by YOU. That means that any ambition you have regarding material items can be reached.
But what about ambition with people? We don’t really have any control in this situation. I’m far from a control freak but a bit of stability would help.
I feel my connection with people has hit a dead end…like what I have now with people is all it will ever be.
If this post has come across negative then I apologise because it was not intended that way. I feel certain liberation now that I’m older that life is free and I can do pretty much what I want with it.
Blah.