Tell the boss thanks

So the choice I’m left with is do I go right after it or do hesitate and sit back.
Confront or conform?
Confront and face the possible embarrassment or difficulty. Take a chance.
Conform to a life of wondering whether I should have pushed for it more.
My mood has picked up the last couple of days, I thinks its coincided with the exercise I’ve started to do again. It really gets the day pumping.
1 or 2 things need to happen this week. One of them is definitely getting drunk. I need a bit of a lucky break this week to just motion certain things so I can put my mind at ease.
I listened to Jesus music for 2 hours yesterday. Everyone song was the same. Over the top melody, over sentimental singing and over exaggerated dance choreography.
I felt completely awkward when everyone around me was singing these lyrics that were printed on a screen…I just couldn’t bring myself to sing a single word.
It was also annoying as hell that all the dudes there were better looking than me.
The one thing all these people have though, is a level of comfort regarding their lives. They never seem to get lonely or worried because they really believe Jesus is with them and if he is there only friend, at least they have one.
I can certainly see the benefits of such belief…who doesn’t want to feel comforted and loved at all times right?
I think that I need physical proof however. I have a certain amount of faith but It’s not like I can have a conversation with Jesus.
Good luck to those people though. I guess they’ve already found what they were looking for.