I’m feeling low baby
What to write. I want to write something, I wish I could sit here and write something good and uplifting for a change. I read on loners blog about how if she committed suicide would anyone even notice or care. When walking home from work I put this upon myself, only my parents would be effected. I know life is not a popularity contest but I’d like to know my personality is at least ok. But I guess it isn’t, people at work fall over themselves for each other, but when it comes to me its like I don’t exist. I remember leaving work for my week off, no-one batted an eyelid, no-one cared.
I’ve always been on my side though, but now I look at myself and I’m not sure anymore. My 10 year old cousin is in the football academy at leeds, we were at a family get together and he announced to everyone in the room that his new hair style was going to attract even more girls. Everyone laughed, and everyone knew he was right. He’s like Aaron my old mate from the neighbourhood, he’s always had it with the ladies. But he doesn’t just have that X-factor, he is also rated as one of the best at Leeds academy. My uncle rings up every week to give us an update on my cousins marvellous exploits. So am I jealous of my 10 year old cousin? I’d like to say no but I just cannot compare. When I won a trophy and medal for a poem I wrote, my uncles were not impressed by that, after all poetry is lame right? They want to see my cousin score a hat-trick and then have a few pints down the pub. Who can blame them though eh?
And Leeds drew again today, that’s 3 games without a goal. Fucking bollocks. I remember a time I actually used to get excited over Leeds playing , not anymore though. I can’t even switch on match of the day and see them now…I have to watch goals on Sunday, which only shows 2 minute highlights of the games.
And then there is music. Is Michael Jackson ever going to release a new album? And even then he can’t dance like he used to.
And then there is that cute girl at college who I will never get to know because she doesn’t want to get to know me. She prefers this annoying gay guy. And I’m not a homophobe, but he is just ridiculous and arrogant.
And then there is Sally.
And then there is my grans funereal.
My dog is cool though, dogs are ace. They’ll just sit next to you with no terms and conditions applied.
I’ve always been on my side though, but now I look at myself and I’m not sure anymore. My 10 year old cousin is in the football academy at leeds, we were at a family get together and he announced to everyone in the room that his new hair style was going to attract even more girls. Everyone laughed, and everyone knew he was right. He’s like Aaron my old mate from the neighbourhood, he’s always had it with the ladies. But he doesn’t just have that X-factor, he is also rated as one of the best at Leeds academy. My uncle rings up every week to give us an update on my cousins marvellous exploits. So am I jealous of my 10 year old cousin? I’d like to say no but I just cannot compare. When I won a trophy and medal for a poem I wrote, my uncles were not impressed by that, after all poetry is lame right? They want to see my cousin score a hat-trick and then have a few pints down the pub. Who can blame them though eh?
And Leeds drew again today, that’s 3 games without a goal. Fucking bollocks. I remember a time I actually used to get excited over Leeds playing , not anymore though. I can’t even switch on match of the day and see them now…I have to watch goals on Sunday, which only shows 2 minute highlights of the games.
And then there is music. Is Michael Jackson ever going to release a new album? And even then he can’t dance like he used to.
And then there is that cute girl at college who I will never get to know because she doesn’t want to get to know me. She prefers this annoying gay guy. And I’m not a homophobe, but he is just ridiculous and arrogant.
And then there is Sally.
And then there is my grans funereal.
My dog is cool though, dogs are ace. They’ll just sit next to you with no terms and conditions applied.
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