Adder

A stranger was downstairs just I had finished in the toilet. I went backup stairs and she followed asking “where is the B&Q section”. I tried to be pleasant and helpful, and told her where she needed to go. Then she just whizzed off without so much as a thank you. So I walked back to my workstation and slumped in front of my PC. She was so absent when I tried to create conversation. Maybe I was just the annoying guy, maybe too much like Ned Flanders?
Helen is a godsend. Every time we sit next to each other we have a laugh. There are so many people who are uptight. Cant say this because you offend that, cant talk to one person because they tell everyone else what you said.

Ugh.

And what about Sally, who I will never understand. I noticed last night that I have been a total suck up with her, empty compliments that mean nothing. Hollow praise when not necessary. Time to get a grip man and realise nothing will ever happen.

So what’s on the bright side of my life? I’m looking but its not clear. Every day that passes I seem to be falling further away.
I want to go to town with my gran tomorrow, then go up to her house and have a warm meal. I miss her.