If i aint got you

Parents anniversary dinner tonight. It was actually a good laugh. My grandad came along for the ride and while the presence of my gran was sorely missed, we still had a good time without becoming emotional or sad.
I have next week off work…fantastic, I have a dozen things to write and send off, I plan to get a lot of odd jobs done this week. Stupid little things that build up, things like organising my college folder. It seems petty but its been bugging me for ages.
Things ended with Sally pretty badly yesterday. I wont see her for a couple of weeks, and its been left on a sore point. She made a gay innuendo about myself so I reacted in a jokingly fashion by reeling off some nicely directed swearwords. All in jest, or so I thought, but it turns out she was offended, although I don’t know to be fair. We had a pretty brash conversation before I left last night and I felt a lingering sense of guilt and regret all night. I could relax though as I would see her at work this morning. Turns out however, she wasn’t working today . Ah nuts. Its been on my mind most of the day and I just hope it doesn’t fog this week.
I just don’t get it with her though, she has had opportunities to totally blow me off but she will still say something or take action that keeps me questioning “will we get it together….”
Ah nuts.