Run

I see no changes. Wake up in the morning and I ask myself, "Is life worth living? Should I blast myself?"

Don’t worry this is not a suicide entry…I just love that song.
Tupac - Changes

I woke up in a foul mood today, I’m not quite sure why. Tina’s parents came over this afternoon to show us the wedding photos. Phil put them on a CD for me so I’ve been having a flick through.
There is not one of my mum or dad on, so my mum is quite upset about it.
Phil is going on holiday with Tina and Tony to Amsterdam in 3 weeks time. To say I’m envious is an understatement.
Bet I don’t see them until their wedding in November now.
Thank God Tina is family though….otherwise I really wouldn’t see her ever again. Tina represents a spirit that I like.
She reminds me of Helen at work. But just a few hours in Tina’s company and I want it to be a permanent fixture.
I’m off to college in a couple of hours. I really do not want to go.

That's just the way it is. Things'll never be the same. That's just the way it is. aww yeah...