Dreaming dreams (guess what song)

My two days of training are complete. I had no sleep last night and I have been utterly knackered all day. I think people around me confuse my quietness for dumbness. Tony, at college, has that look in his eye when we are talking about the work ahead and I can see a mocking smile radiate from his smug face. He always ribs me about having lower marks than his. It is fucking infuriating.
Sonya has handed in her resignation at work. Me and Sonya should be great friends. She is the type of girl who I would love to have in my life permanently. It’s not an attraction to her physically but I just like her personality and spirit. She’s such good friends with Liam and I just can’t compete….I know it’s not about competition but if she has a choice to sit next to me or Liam…she always picks Liam. That’s fine but after she leaves it means she probably won’t stay in touch with me.
And Mark leaves within the next couple of weeks.
Yup, once again, the tides are changing.