Eventually we all fall down

Its just a period of time. Why does it hold such significance?
The summer. Meh, it was so easy in years before….you broke up from school and knew you didn’t have to go back for 6 weeks….heaven. Now it’s a case of finished college…now what?
I don’t want to look back at the end of September with a blank mind. I don’t just want it to be continuous work.
Nothing is planned though. I can’t seem to muster enthusiasm to even consider what to do.
I really struggle these days to write anything for an entry. I can’t even write poetry anymore…..my creativity is dead.