I shot her
I sometimes envy those people who live life black and white. I heard Nick talking today and his world revolved around getting work out of the way and getting smashed at the weekend.
“That’s all I care about.”
And I believed him too. He has almost succeeded in his shallow pursuit of Melissa. If she was smart she would avoid getting together with this guy because all he wants to do is sleep with her once and dump her.
Because as he has expressed in other conversations.
“That’s all I care about.”
Maybe Melissa deserves that, maybe she is looking for that kind of relationship. You see Melissa and Nina always hang around together and somehow Nick has worked his way into this partnership to make it a trio.
I’d broken new ground with Melissa the previous couple of days but it has left us, ultimately, further apart then before. Like today she didn’t bother saying hello or how are you, it was just a brash insult. Ok light banter is a lot of fun.
But Nina, Nick and now Melissa all have this attitude towards me. Today I actually felt a hatred towards Nina…a genuine dislike, and I couldn’t wait to get away from her. She was walking down the steps with her best mate Nick and then she shouted some kind of insult or something my way and I was just outta there in a heartbeat, I didn’t even want to stick around.
It was such a contrast of relationship when compared to the people I was with the night before. Me, Sam and Sally had decided to go to a bar for a few drinks and a smoke. It was such a good atmosphere.
I’d forgotten these two people existed. I’d had a shit day yesterday and it was just what I needed. The first two people I knew when I started there and these were the two I was still closest with.
The wheels have fallen off with everyone else at the moment. I don’t know what’s caused this shift. Ever since Liam came back after his holiday he has had barely two words to speak to me and Yvonne has picked up the same attitude as the trio of twats.
You can’t allow yourself to be consumed by other peoples opinions of you, or attitudes towards you, but when people have been fine for a long time and then suddenly it changes…it’s even harder to accept.
“That’s all I care about.”
And I believed him too. He has almost succeeded in his shallow pursuit of Melissa. If she was smart she would avoid getting together with this guy because all he wants to do is sleep with her once and dump her.
Because as he has expressed in other conversations.
“That’s all I care about.”
Maybe Melissa deserves that, maybe she is looking for that kind of relationship. You see Melissa and Nina always hang around together and somehow Nick has worked his way into this partnership to make it a trio.
I’d broken new ground with Melissa the previous couple of days but it has left us, ultimately, further apart then before. Like today she didn’t bother saying hello or how are you, it was just a brash insult. Ok light banter is a lot of fun.
But Nina, Nick and now Melissa all have this attitude towards me. Today I actually felt a hatred towards Nina…a genuine dislike, and I couldn’t wait to get away from her. She was walking down the steps with her best mate Nick and then she shouted some kind of insult or something my way and I was just outta there in a heartbeat, I didn’t even want to stick around.
It was such a contrast of relationship when compared to the people I was with the night before. Me, Sam and Sally had decided to go to a bar for a few drinks and a smoke. It was such a good atmosphere.
I’d forgotten these two people existed. I’d had a shit day yesterday and it was just what I needed. The first two people I knew when I started there and these were the two I was still closest with.
The wheels have fallen off with everyone else at the moment. I don’t know what’s caused this shift. Ever since Liam came back after his holiday he has had barely two words to speak to me and Yvonne has picked up the same attitude as the trio of twats.
You can’t allow yourself to be consumed by other peoples opinions of you, or attitudes towards you, but when people have been fine for a long time and then suddenly it changes…it’s even harder to accept.
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