How to ruin it all in a day
What a few days it was.
I was briefly chatting to Nina at work and she said she wasn’t busy that night. For whatever reason….after every time I’d been set back, I started gently flirting with her.
I started talking about taking her out that night and I said I would take her somewhere “romantic and mysterious.”
She was immediately sucked in.
“How cool!” she said.
As the day progressed she kept asking me if I was going to take her out. Then I started to panic a bit.
“Is she really serious?”
I suddenly believed she had feelings for me and then I pronounced to her that I would pick her up at 8.
“Ok then Alex, I’ll just need to call my roomie and tell I’m going out with my friend.”
Grrrrr. Friend hu?
How could I have been so stupid?
In my anger I decided I would stand Nina up. I told her to dress up nice…she complied.
So it was 8:00. Nina would be in town while I was in my room laughing.
It got to 8:30 and my mobile kept getting calls…none of which were answered.
She then text me: Where r u?
I huffed and puffed and realised I was acting like a fool. I called her and said I would be there ASAP.
It took fucking ages to get into town and I was sure she would have left by now, but I just managed to catch a glimpse of her outside the town hall.
She looked stunning.
She was about to leap into a taxi cab but I ran over and grabbed her hand.
“Where have you been?”
“Sorry.”
“So what now?”
I smiled.
“Come with me.”
I don’t know what happened but the night took over. Everything just flowed easily. We went to a restaurant and then moved onto a nightclub.
I was on top of my game that night. We got on so well. It got to around 2:00 Am and we both headed off to go home. A taxi pulled up beside me.
“Well that’s for me I guess.”
“Yea…”
“I’ll see you at work on Tuesday OK Nina.”
“Ok.”
We just stared at each other. I couldn’t bring myself to get into the taxi. So I did something completely against my nature. I opened the door as I was about to get in…but then I turned to Nina and quickly shut the door.
“What’s up?” she quizzed.
I glanced at the ground and then moved over to her and held her hand.
We smiled at each other and then we kissed.
What can I say? It was amazing. It literally felt like there were fireworks going off behind us.
“It’s a shame it has to end now.” She said.
“Doesn’t have to.”
I pointed to a hotel in the background. We smiled, kissed again and headed to the hotel.
We spent the night together, did the dirty and spent the next day together.
That night I had been invited out to a work doo. Nina couldn’t make it but I told her I would go over to hers after it had all finished.
So I was in a club again, 24 hours after me & Nina had finally got together. I was buzzing and co-workers were commenting on just how happy I looked.
I kept looking at my watch thinking of Nina when all of a sudden this gorgeous blonde girl waved me over. I was a little shocked but I went across.
She was a stunner.
She introduced herself and apparently she was a friend of one of my co-workers. We got chatting and had a little dance. More drinks were consumed and a couple of hours later we were sat down snogging each other in the corner. She then whispered in my ear to go back to her flat.
So we did it at her flat. Again I must say….she was gorgeous.
Now let me get this straight…I hadn’t been laid in ages and now I had gotten laid 2 nights on a row?
What the hell was going on?
I woke up the morning after and felt completely distraught.
Why did I do this? I’d turned into one of those guys I hated.
Nina had called me a few times so I gave her a ring and suggested we meet up.
Man I felt so bad. When I saw her she looked so happy as she ran over to me.
But she knew, she knew straight away.
“What’s up.” She asked.
I told her everything and she cried and said she thought I was different. I tried to defend myself and say we had only been together 2 days but she wouldn’t hear it. She just left me.
I went into work today and Melissa told me that she’d rang in to quit work and that Nina was moving to her sisters immediately.
Where do her sisters live?
Sheffield.
And that was it. I had her…and I lost her…in 1 day.
I’m so angry at myself and so disappointed in my actions that I’ve decided to stop making entries in the blog. I cannot stand the things I’ve written about her in here. I loved her to tell you the truth…and I’ve written some horrible things about her.
I do not deserve anything else to be allowed to be printed on here.
All I can say is…I’m sorry Nina.
I was briefly chatting to Nina at work and she said she wasn’t busy that night. For whatever reason….after every time I’d been set back, I started gently flirting with her.
I started talking about taking her out that night and I said I would take her somewhere “romantic and mysterious.”
She was immediately sucked in.
“How cool!” she said.
As the day progressed she kept asking me if I was going to take her out. Then I started to panic a bit.
“Is she really serious?”
I suddenly believed she had feelings for me and then I pronounced to her that I would pick her up at 8.
“Ok then Alex, I’ll just need to call my roomie and tell I’m going out with my friend.”
Grrrrr. Friend hu?
How could I have been so stupid?
In my anger I decided I would stand Nina up. I told her to dress up nice…she complied.
So it was 8:00. Nina would be in town while I was in my room laughing.
It got to 8:30 and my mobile kept getting calls…none of which were answered.
She then text me: Where r u?
I huffed and puffed and realised I was acting like a fool. I called her and said I would be there ASAP.
It took fucking ages to get into town and I was sure she would have left by now, but I just managed to catch a glimpse of her outside the town hall.
She looked stunning.
She was about to leap into a taxi cab but I ran over and grabbed her hand.
“Where have you been?”
“Sorry.”
“So what now?”
I smiled.
“Come with me.”
I don’t know what happened but the night took over. Everything just flowed easily. We went to a restaurant and then moved onto a nightclub.
I was on top of my game that night. We got on so well. It got to around 2:00 Am and we both headed off to go home. A taxi pulled up beside me.
“Well that’s for me I guess.”
“Yea…”
“I’ll see you at work on Tuesday OK Nina.”
“Ok.”
We just stared at each other. I couldn’t bring myself to get into the taxi. So I did something completely against my nature. I opened the door as I was about to get in…but then I turned to Nina and quickly shut the door.
“What’s up?” she quizzed.
I glanced at the ground and then moved over to her and held her hand.
We smiled at each other and then we kissed.
What can I say? It was amazing. It literally felt like there were fireworks going off behind us.
“It’s a shame it has to end now.” She said.
“Doesn’t have to.”
I pointed to a hotel in the background. We smiled, kissed again and headed to the hotel.
We spent the night together, did the dirty and spent the next day together.
That night I had been invited out to a work doo. Nina couldn’t make it but I told her I would go over to hers after it had all finished.
So I was in a club again, 24 hours after me & Nina had finally got together. I was buzzing and co-workers were commenting on just how happy I looked.
I kept looking at my watch thinking of Nina when all of a sudden this gorgeous blonde girl waved me over. I was a little shocked but I went across.
She was a stunner.
She introduced herself and apparently she was a friend of one of my co-workers. We got chatting and had a little dance. More drinks were consumed and a couple of hours later we were sat down snogging each other in the corner. She then whispered in my ear to go back to her flat.
So we did it at her flat. Again I must say….she was gorgeous.
Now let me get this straight…I hadn’t been laid in ages and now I had gotten laid 2 nights on a row?
What the hell was going on?
I woke up the morning after and felt completely distraught.
Why did I do this? I’d turned into one of those guys I hated.
Nina had called me a few times so I gave her a ring and suggested we meet up.
Man I felt so bad. When I saw her she looked so happy as she ran over to me.
But she knew, she knew straight away.
“What’s up.” She asked.
I told her everything and she cried and said she thought I was different. I tried to defend myself and say we had only been together 2 days but she wouldn’t hear it. She just left me.
I went into work today and Melissa told me that she’d rang in to quit work and that Nina was moving to her sisters immediately.
Where do her sisters live?
Sheffield.
And that was it. I had her…and I lost her…in 1 day.
I’m so angry at myself and so disappointed in my actions that I’ve decided to stop making entries in the blog. I cannot stand the things I’ve written about her in here. I loved her to tell you the truth…and I’ve written some horrible things about her.
I do not deserve anything else to be allowed to be printed on here.
All I can say is…I’m sorry Nina.
posted by A.Lee at 5:12 PM
1 Comments:
Alex my man. Cracking post.
You know what they say, it never rains but it pours (or something).
They also say things happen in threes...so there is another shag on the cards, lol ;)
Anyway, ring Nina up. Tell her you're sorry. Tell her what you've just told us...she might take a while to come round, but for someone to get that upset about you after one night means it's something she's been thinking about for a while.
Good luck boy-o!
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