It never ends

Fingers crossed. Me and a pal from college are applying to go to America next year for 6 weeks.
I really want it to come off and I just need that bit of luck to make it happen.
Its been hard since I’ve started college again. I don’t go out at weekends anymore as people are already busy or there is no-one to ask, so it has been quite testing.
But sometimes you have to go through these moments to better yourself.
I’ve cut out a lot of the neediness in my approach with people and I seem to be having far greater interactions.
I look back over the very recent posts and I was just too soft.
I worried because people weren’t falling over themselves to be involved with me.
I can only feel that way for so long before you just have to be self dependent. Hell, 2 years ago I was a rock…I was doing EVERYTHING on my own.
It’s amazing how different you feel if you don’t care about people’s opinions of you. It takes effort sometimes but it is worth it.
We’ve finally got a project set at college that my group is happy with and I’m really looking forward to cracking on with it.
Erm, I must mention the new Pro evolution game. Not impressed so far, however, I have done one or two things not seen in a football game before.