This is war

In times of difficulty one has to be pragmatic.
So work in the space of two months has become the opposite of what it once was. But I simply don’t have enough drive to change jobs, I really can’t stand that hassle. So I’ll stick with it…for now.
Ya see one of my silly little ambitions was to leave work on good terms with people. To leave work with people left their wishing I wasn’t going to leave. This is definitely not the case now. How funny? Just a couple months back I would have been able to say that people would actually turn up for my leaving doo.
So I’m going to put up with all the shit. I can do that while I’m at college because the two fit each other perfectly in terms of scheduling.
I took for granted being able to go to work with an easy mind. Now it feels as though I’m going beyond enemy lines.
Well, they can hurl their taunts at me but it doesn’t matter because I’m working on things. And I will be out of there…you just have to be patient Alex.
College was a barrel of laughs. I laughed so hard at one point that I actually felt embarrassed and started making weird noises.
I haven’t laughed like that in ages…its been far too long.