This train don’t stop there anymore

I got through my nightmare shift, it was long and I hated nearly every minute. Dave made it especially uncomfortable, I was the butt of all his jokes, for 4 hours. The twat.
I never used to feel like this…lonely. Not even 6 months ago, its something that has built up in me. I remember being OK by myself, I’m an only child anyway so I’m used to it. But more and more these days I’m just sick of having no-one. I’m fed up of waking up alone, I’m fed up of having no-one to talk to early in the morning, I’m fed up of taking breaks at work alone and I‘m fed up of life alone. This week I said I felt better about things, which is true…I do, but I can’t effect other people’s actions, I can’t make a girl attracted to me. After work was finished everyone was jumping in their cars with everyone else and driving off to their fantastic social lives no doubt, I just walked off with guess who, yup that’s right...no-one!
http://www.cs.umd.edu/~akhella/images/lonely.jpg
On a brighter note, the Olympics was fantastic, the games have really impressed me.