Quick, get me my light sabre!

Schools out for summer
Schools out forever
But here comes work!
I’m back at work tomorrow. Some of the people there I just can’t face. Shab is leaving work for good next week. There was a time, when it was really busy at work, that it felt like it was just me and him holding the fort. That seemed to last for months. We discovered new ways of slacking and tried our damndest to take as few calls as possible. I will miss him, but not that much. More of an acquaintance than a friend. Seems all I have is acquaintances, rather than friends.
The more I think about going back, the more nervous I feel. There’s a bad memory everywhere at work, yet at the same time, there are some pretty good ones too. That’s like everywhere in life I guess ….the rough and the smooth.
Something needs to happen with people. I was able to take my interest with English and apply it a course that I really wanted to do. I went out there and got it. Difference with people is, they have free-will. I can’t force people to like me, I can’t force a girl to be attracted to me. Wouldn’t it be much easier if I were just a Jedi knight.
“Will you go out with?”
“No!”
*lifts right hand and sways it in front of the girl*
“You will go out with me”
“Ok”
Think im gonna watch star wars now.