Limbo

Today was a normal Sunday. I ended up talking to my parents and I basically just let them know I’m not happy with things. They kinda knew anyway, but they lent a sympathetic ear. God only knows what I would do if I didn’t have them as my parents….I would have starved to death a long time ago.
I don’t feel self hate anymore though as I have mentioned numerous times since new years. I just can’t understand things, I feel like I was a train for so long, that one day had a crash and now is a thousand pieces scattered.

Always lived, very quiet life
I ain't never did no wrong
Now I know that life without you
Has been too lonely too long