You just fade away

Watching Eternal sunshine again tonight made me realise I haven’t been obsessing about Sally at all. For a while now. Whenever I pictured myself in a relationship it was always with Sally, but now the face isn’t so clear…infact its no-one. There’s a girl there but she is an unknown. Things died with Sally along time ago, I wouldn’t even consider her a friend. We don’t e-mail each other anymore, things just…disappeared. Part of me is disappointed, but in my usual contradictory style…I’m kind of relieved. Maybe I’ll be more open to other options? Scrap maybe….I will be more open to other options. The wonderful thing about life is the way people enter it, even if they leave….at least they stayed for a while. The last 3 times I started college I thought I would not make friends, but I did. There’s always someone that you are able to get on with.
In eternal sunshine the main characters erase their memories of one another. I could never do that.