Tuesday, January 04, 2005

There are those odd people that stand out in the crowd. Those people at the back of the party tapping their hand on the wall next to them. I’ve known a few of them to say the least, I always seem to find these people. I’m the same though. My childhood friends from my street all grew up what you would call “normal”, with normal life experiences…especially in their teens. I’ve always gone about things differently however, nothing is ever straight forward. It used to freak me out when people I knew were going off to uni…it was like “Welcome to the best adventure of your life (except Alex Lee)”
I’ve never fancied Uni….I don’t know why, I just haven’t. I don’t really like England to be honest, nowhere appeals to me. There is such a negative vibe about England (partly the weathers fault!) but our whole culture seems to be based around disappointment. The media are so damn critical and scathing of everything, whether it be sport , politics or popular culture. I would love to move to America, there’s a certain bright and appealing aspect about America. All of my favourite music acts come from there. America seems like a big adventure, just like Uni is supposed to be over here, only I would actually like to go to America. I know there is so much shit with the USA, with Bush etc. But there is something exciting about it too.
I’d miss football too much though, if I left England. When you are actually out there in the real world, in little Britain, there is so much potential with some people. This country lost its way along time ago, but maybe England will turn itself around. If I ever become a journalist, I’m going to always try to “keep it real” positive or negative. I can imagine being told to write something awful about Michael Jackson…no way man, I have integrity. I’ll always stick to that, even if it means I end up failing. I don’t want to be a fraudulent writer…


I know it doesn't make any sense, but I'm tired and stuff....nighty night

1 Comments:

Blogger swirlysarah said...

Awww. Me no what to do with my life, Uni is not an option either I don't think.

9:29 AM  

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