A game
I am going to write this entry in two parts….the excited and the paranoid. First the Paranoid (get the bad out of the way)
Paranoid
So the extroverts have invited a few of us for a drink again on Monday. There has been a certain theme in the air throughout work this week that leads me to suspect that I am only getting invited to be a puppet. Invited for their amusement, someone to experiment with. There is no closeness with these people, no bonds….they want to humiliate me. These people suck. They do not have a decent bone in their body. Why is it impossible for people to just be….OK. Why is that such a foreign concept? Nina is going again, yup she wants another go at making me look like a fool. Cunt.
Excited
So after the success of last week we are getting together again on Monday. It’s good to be able to say I’m actually going out again. Ya know I have so much faith in my character right now. There was a beautiful picture on Sonya’s computer today. It just said that you are never alone when you know God. I guess the atheists can’t appreciate that but what I liked about it was that there was no specific God mentioned, not owning to one religion…it was just a general God. So hopefully relationships will move even further on Monday. She may have a boyfriend but damn it surely there is something between me and Nina, I hope there is and I will get to know her better on Monday. Although I would never try to chat her up sober if she has a boyfriend….I don’t wanna be that guy. Heh, well maybe.
So there you have it…..
England won 4-0 today. Sven’s record in qualifiers is unequalled….if only we could do something about those pesky tournaments.
Paranoid
So the extroverts have invited a few of us for a drink again on Monday. There has been a certain theme in the air throughout work this week that leads me to suspect that I am only getting invited to be a puppet. Invited for their amusement, someone to experiment with. There is no closeness with these people, no bonds….they want to humiliate me. These people suck. They do not have a decent bone in their body. Why is it impossible for people to just be….OK. Why is that such a foreign concept? Nina is going again, yup she wants another go at making me look like a fool. Cunt.
Excited
So after the success of last week we are getting together again on Monday. It’s good to be able to say I’m actually going out again. Ya know I have so much faith in my character right now. There was a beautiful picture on Sonya’s computer today. It just said that you are never alone when you know God. I guess the atheists can’t appreciate that but what I liked about it was that there was no specific God mentioned, not owning to one religion…it was just a general God. So hopefully relationships will move even further on Monday. She may have a boyfriend but damn it surely there is something between me and Nina, I hope there is and I will get to know her better on Monday. Although I would never try to chat her up sober if she has a boyfriend….I don’t wanna be that guy. Heh, well maybe.
So there you have it…..
England won 4-0 today. Sven’s record in qualifiers is unequalled….if only we could do something about those pesky tournaments.
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