Might not see those eyes

Things have been changing since the start of the new year. I’m the same old person but I can’t quite put my finger on it, but something is different now. I’ve learnt a lot about the type of people I want in my life. I remember talking to Jill ages ago about this kind of thing.
Last night it got really odd with Nina, we hadn’t really bonded all day but then all of a sudden we were chatting in a nightclub about hotel rooms, if she didn’t have a boyfriend etc etc. I feel like she was just trying to set me up and she was just having fun, but I was genuine in everything I said. No doubt I will get the piss taken out of my at work for that. I don’t like the situation at all…the lies…the doubt, all that shit. I’ve read on Dave’s blog about his experience with Zoop. The fact they got on so well. Me and Nina don’t have that at all yet there seems to be some kind of “thing” there, that’s all I can describe it as. 90% of me says that she is just trying to embarrass me but the other 10% thinks there might be something else there.
Me and Helen always talk about how if the situation was different we’d be together. We get on like a house on fire, there is no awkwardness at all. If it was like that with Nina I would not have been waking up in my bed this morning. There is just too much missing. In one sense I feel bad but in another I can the see the potential.

So take, these broken wings
I need your hands to come and heal me once again
(Until the end of time)
So I can fly away, until the end of time
Until the end of time
Until the end of time