Evolution

Anniversary of my grans death.
Makes you think about things. Start to regret things. Wish things had been different. Hope things will evolve.
I’m feeling a bit downbeat at the moment.
I’d gone through a period where I was a social extrovert. By that I mean I never felt awkward or quiet when I was out.
But the last few times I’ve gone out I just feel introverted again. It’s without any intention aswell.
I dunno I just feel quieter now.
Nina sent me a video of us doing shots and it’s hilarious. Nothing like that has happened for ages.
Saturday night was a stag party.
It was fun but was strangely dis-satisfying. The strip club was fun, the drinks were aplenty and the company was moderate. At one point I lost everyone. I wondered onto a boat and started talking to these two girls. We hung out for a bit before I left the boat and caught up with the others.
Sunday night I said goodbye to Mark. We had a 4 hour chat about everything. It was really good and I will miss him a lot. I’m very glad to have just met someone like that though.