I don't really wanna know
I don’t think I’ve ever met a girl who, realistically, I could have a successful relationship with.
I’ve read so many tales of boy meets girl, boy goes out with girl, boy gets fed up with girl, boy dumps girl.
Either that or the reverse.
I was checking the room at work today and putting aside how attracted I was to said person. I considered how things would be if I were with this person every day for a considerable amount of time. The results were sketchy at best.
That was me being completely honest. I often used to think that me and Nina were meant to be but the truth is we’ve never spent lots of time together and the time we have spent together has varied from good to total shit.
She’s also the type of girlfriend that isn’t on your side. She was very sharp with her boyfriend out in public. Almost to the point of humiliating him. That’s not what being a couple is about. When your together you should be on the same side.
Crap relationships all around.
That’s mostly what I see. Relationships out of convenience, relationships out of guilt, relationships out of obligation etc.
Yet I’m waiting for that mind blowing love. Truthfully though, what are the chances of this happening?
I saw a film over the weekend which had two people uniting at the end…they looked asif they were destined to spend the rest of their lives together.
This film should be classed in the fantasy genre.
Real life is but a shadow of this. Real life is a few flutters of passion and excitement when you meet someone before it eventually dies out.
Yea I know that isn’t always the case.
But more often that not it is.
Maybe I’m completely out of touch. Probably. Maybe the fear of never meeting anyone has crippled my enthusiasm.
I just really feel as though there is no-one out there for me.
Ok I need a drink.
I’ve read so many tales of boy meets girl, boy goes out with girl, boy gets fed up with girl, boy dumps girl.
Either that or the reverse.
I was checking the room at work today and putting aside how attracted I was to said person. I considered how things would be if I were with this person every day for a considerable amount of time. The results were sketchy at best.
That was me being completely honest. I often used to think that me and Nina were meant to be but the truth is we’ve never spent lots of time together and the time we have spent together has varied from good to total shit.
She’s also the type of girlfriend that isn’t on your side. She was very sharp with her boyfriend out in public. Almost to the point of humiliating him. That’s not what being a couple is about. When your together you should be on the same side.
Crap relationships all around.
That’s mostly what I see. Relationships out of convenience, relationships out of guilt, relationships out of obligation etc.
Yet I’m waiting for that mind blowing love. Truthfully though, what are the chances of this happening?
I saw a film over the weekend which had two people uniting at the end…they looked asif they were destined to spend the rest of their lives together.
This film should be classed in the fantasy genre.
Real life is but a shadow of this. Real life is a few flutters of passion and excitement when you meet someone before it eventually dies out.
Yea I know that isn’t always the case.
But more often that not it is.
Maybe I’m completely out of touch. Probably. Maybe the fear of never meeting anyone has crippled my enthusiasm.
I just really feel as though there is no-one out there for me.
Ok I need a drink.
posted by A.Lee at 11:30 AM
3 Comments:
I can imagine how you feel. I understand every word of it, trust me. But it sounds like it's the one thing on your mind, and exactly that reflects on how you feel and only makes it worse.
Stop thinking that your life isn't complete without that very special someone. There's so much more out there than just that. And, if you start living without that constant feeling of 'missing something', life will get much more fun and you yourself will get more interesting as well, which opens you for much more people and opportunities than your current state of mind does..
Hey im glad zoop has seen my blog :D
Thanks for those words. Make alot of sense and I will keep that in mind.
on reflection i think im just really,really horny
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