Sunday, September 04, 2005

Lord Vader....rise

This is the last day of the what will soon be known as “the old routine”. Summer ends and I always feel bad about it. For the last few months everyone has let their hair down, now they are tying it back up.
My timetable changes now.
I will only work 4 days a week instead of 6, but the days I am at work I have increased my hours. The rest of the time I’m at college.
And it all starts tomorrow.
I’m very happy that this time has arrived. Time to move on.
I don’t realise sometimes how much I rely on other people. Even if we don’t say a word, it still makes me feel good just to see them.
Like Rick at work. I’ve known him since the start and we hardly ever see each other but when he is there…work suddenly seems friendlier.
As time moves on you learn the importance of other people in your life, especially the importance of how we need other people in our lives. Well I feel like that anyway. Especially since my nans death last year.
Wind up more venerable with people.
I got a text off Sonya today. It’s the first time she’d contacted me in about 3 months.
It was an incredibly suspicious text. She goes to the church and they were having a bash down there tonight. The message was so generic that it sounded like the same message had been sent to everyone on her contacts list.
Still, it reminded me that she exists. This time last year she had just started work.
Tomorrow is a fresh start however. There’s no Sonya anymore and after reading her text I remembered why.
I look back with fondness at the friendship we had but unfortunately we never bridged that gap.

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