Winding round the cracks
The sky is yellow as I type this.
I think of this blog with fondness. A lot of the deep feelings I’ve had, the stuff you can’t say to people, I’ve been able to put on here.
I think I’ve learned two main points.
1 is that the past is just that…the past
…and 2, is, that life is a continual growing process.
We are never 100% sure of our surroundings. You never know what can change.
As a kid and into my teens one of the things I hated the most was when I hadn’t seen a friend for a while and then all of a sudden when I met up with them again they seemed like a different person.
Everything in this last 4 years has not just been a rebuilding process but also a step into the unknown.
My second school was like a bomb dropping on a city. Confidence vanished, security disappeared, happiness…AWOL.
I’ve gone through so much emotionally in these last few years and finally, last year, I was ready.
I think of myself now as that underweight 16 year old kid in college and I didn’t have a clue. I really had no idea about anything. I definitely don’t have all the answers now but I feel as though progress has been made.
A couple months back I would never of dreamed of quitting work. I genuinely liked the atmosphere down there, but recently, it hasn’t been the same.
Peoples attitudes have plummeted and I don’t need it. I kept blaming myself and thought they hated me. But I ever never been rude or disrespectful to these people, so why should I care?
A great piece of advice I learnt a couple months back was “Don’t concern yourself with the people who don’t care about you, concern yourself with the people who do.”
I need to become more of a rock. I’m sure life experiences will guide me.
I think of this blog with fondness. A lot of the deep feelings I’ve had, the stuff you can’t say to people, I’ve been able to put on here.
I think I’ve learned two main points.
1 is that the past is just that…the past
…and 2, is, that life is a continual growing process.
We are never 100% sure of our surroundings. You never know what can change.
As a kid and into my teens one of the things I hated the most was when I hadn’t seen a friend for a while and then all of a sudden when I met up with them again they seemed like a different person.
Everything in this last 4 years has not just been a rebuilding process but also a step into the unknown.
My second school was like a bomb dropping on a city. Confidence vanished, security disappeared, happiness…AWOL.
I’ve gone through so much emotionally in these last few years and finally, last year, I was ready.
I think of myself now as that underweight 16 year old kid in college and I didn’t have a clue. I really had no idea about anything. I definitely don’t have all the answers now but I feel as though progress has been made.
A couple months back I would never of dreamed of quitting work. I genuinely liked the atmosphere down there, but recently, it hasn’t been the same.
Peoples attitudes have plummeted and I don’t need it. I kept blaming myself and thought they hated me. But I ever never been rude or disrespectful to these people, so why should I care?
A great piece of advice I learnt a couple months back was “Don’t concern yourself with the people who don’t care about you, concern yourself with the people who do.”
I need to become more of a rock. I’m sure life experiences will guide me.
posted by A.Lee at 11:59 AM
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