You're the outclass

I’ve had one of those days where I feel like the odd one out.
I’m feeling anxious about going back to college. The thought that this time next month I’ll be back scares the hell out of me.
It’s the wrong feeling.
I feel good about the course…but it’s everything else.
I seem unable to let go. Unable to live like the free spirit I should. My distance with people cripples me.
It bothers me to the point where I become fearful of new situations to the point that I dread them.
It’s such a drain I tell you.
The last two nights I’ve had quite horrendous dreams involving people I know. Dreams that play out my fears, dreams that put a picture to my insecurities.
Silly and niggly things can get to me when I feel like this.
Like Yvonne talking to everyone else except me. She could barely muster a hello.
Meh, what am I twittering on about though really?
I guess I’m still searching for people.