Hoping everything's not lost

So tonight didn’t happen.
I’m meeting up with Nina & a couple others tomorrow for a drink etc.
She had that tone in her voice and that suggestion in her words.
Something I haven’t heard for a while.
Things are so complicated with her ya know. If she’d have been single we would have been together for months.
Then we slipped into friendship and that’s where I still think we are. I almost curse meeting her because I’ve sabotaged possible opportunities with others because I couldn’t get my mind off her. Like I put in last nights blog…there is something that connected us far deeper than usual.
Maybe I was reading too deep into it but with some people you meet…you know they are keepers.
Tomorrow is probably the last chance for us to get together. She finishes work for the summer and I have to crack on. Tomorrow could be a pivotal day. I could be writing a blog stating that all we ever will be are friends…or I could write an entry which commemorates us starting out together.
Whatever though.
Leeds kick off tomorrow. I’m cautiously optimistic about the season.