He's just a shot away

I woke up feeling nervous with anticipation. I didn’t know how the day was going to pan out.
It was looking good though. England had beaten Australia in the most dramatic match…ever, and Leeds had started off the season with a win.
Yes it was looking quite good. The nerves were growing…why? I didn’t know what was going to happen with Nina. Deep down I wanted something to happen.
A resolution of some sort. The last couple of days we’d somehow captured the same vibe as a few months previous.
So after my dinner at around 3, I rang Nina as I told her I would yesterday. I could tell right from the off it had changed again. She wasn’t interested in talking and actually said “Oh I thought we weren’t bothering?”
Eh? Had I missed something here?
“I haven’t even got ready and I don’t know if Christie is turning up.”
Christie. Yesterday you didn’t care if she was coming or not. So I said “Ring me if you wanna go down then.”
I said in a light and positive manner.
My little cousins came round then and proceeded to tear up my room…it was a lot of fun and cheered me up. Then she texted me and said “I’m still in ****** - shall we not bother?”
Ok then Nina.
She didn’t even bother calling me. There was something so impersonal about sending a text. I wasn’t even worth the call.
My nerves are gone now. Replaced by disappointment and fear for the future of me.
It’s sad that nothing is going to happen there because her boyfriend clearly doesn’t care for her. That’s not the opinion of just me…but everyone who has seen them together.
It’s not that he’s a bad guy at all. It’s just that there is no affection between them.He